Hate days like today

I was doing so good this week and today I just want to eat everything in sight, I am frustrated because there is a project I was going to work on today and I can't because I don't have a space to do it. I don't feel like cleaning again because it makes me feel like Sisyphus and I am feeling kind of down too, which never helps. I just want to sit and eat until I can't eat any more. Not sure if it's due to boredom or ovulation, or emotions or all of them combined in a perfect storm. I need to still keep track and keep accountable regardless of if it turns into a binge though. (Did I mention I hate days like today?)

4.2lbs

It is a good start, and I am happy with it. I still have a crazy long way to go but, I am doing good and I am only 6lbs away from my first minigoal, to get back to where I was when I tumbled from the wagon.
I can do that in three weeks tops. My goal after that is 25lbs more and so on from there. It so helps to have support and people I love on this journey with me. It helps me to stay focused and keep accountable when I don't necessarily feel like "being good". Love 2011 so far and hope it keeps loving me.

Okay so I know I said Wednesday but....

I decided to blog today too, so sue me.
Anyway today was a cheat day in the biggest sense of the word. We went to Red Robin for lupper and wow, I went over my calories for the day by 600. (yikes.) Also, no gym today so it isn't like I burned a bunch off either. Oh well, back on track tomorrow. I am Scarlett, my sister is right. I think that is why I wear a procrastination t-shirt to the gym.
I am keeping down the calories everywhere else today so as not to undo all the work I have put in this week. Currently enjoying a hot cup of orange spice tea with splenda and loving it.
Don't really have much else though so until, Wednesday, or whenever I feel like it.