Monday, August 9, 2010

Not going to weigh in until Saturday this week

I am going to stick to my guns this week and not going to sabotage myself by checking my weight in between weigh in days. This morning I think I am going to have my yogurt, apple, granola yumminess for breakfast then a bagel with hummus before I leave for work and a big ol' salad at work, which probably won't use all of my calories so I will have to Fiber1 bar it or something. I think I need to get some of the premixed Slim Fast shakes to make up the extra calories I need when I need them. I just wonder about the iodine in them and how severe a reaction I will have to them.
We shall see.
I love my new hairdo which was met with a good reaction on FB so I know it isn't just that I have bad taste. So why are complete strangers mentioning it? Don't really know but I have decided to just see it as my being a crazy beautiful trendsetter and leave it at that.
Here's to self improvement!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

17 to first mini goal

Okay, so I am only 17lbs away from my first mini goal, granted that is more than I have lost so far but only by 2lbs so...
I lose that and then it is like I never fell off the wagon, I will be right back where I was before I gave up on everything and let food try to cover my emotions.
I will be good for the rest of today, I will clean my apartment and I might get in a swim before dinner at my in-laws. Also, I am going to cut my hair and post a survey on FB about it because I am now self conscious about it because strangers keep complimenting it....we shall see...
Gotta go start cleaning now though.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

SATURDAY, SATURDAY, SATURDAY!!!!!!

Okay, maybe it isnt that exciting but I have lost another 3lbs this week, which is AWESOME considering that unscheduled weigh in earlier this week.
I feel good, actually I feel somewhat nauseated and my face is burning off but other than that I feel good!
Not really sure what is wrong with me but started feeling weird last night at work. And haven't shaken it yet. Still trying to decide whether or not to go visit Tracy today.
We shall see, but go froggy go....

Thursday, August 5, 2010

yummy

yogurt, apple, granola... is there a greater way to start the day. Okay, yes I could also be exercising but I think we know that isn't going to happen yet.
I really need to, because muscle burns calories faster than fat does but...
I was awakened about 30 minutes ago by a loud bossy kitty...on a completely unrelated note does anyone know if it is safe to give a cat Nyquil, and if so what dosage...oh yeah and how do you get a cat to take Nyquil??? (just kidding Kelsey & Nathan, I wouldn't do that no matter how much of a bully Lulabelle becomes)
Okay, so I know I have always said you shouldn't weigh yourself, except for on weigh in days...but when have I ever listened to my own advice...please people.
Anyway on Monday when I weighed myself I had gained back 5lbs....AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH, today however I weighed myself and am down 2 since weigh in day so if I can maintain that I will be happy.
I just hope it doesn't go up again. (I am being good, just need to keep on track.)
Maybe tomorrow morning I will start my morning workout again. I wonder how many calories you burn just dealing with the heat....

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Another week on the wagon

Greg and I kind of fell off this weekend...let's just say there was chinese food involved and leave it at that.
I am however back on track and doing fine.
I will do this, I have too.
I am so tired of feeling this overwhelmed by my own body. I used to love my body and feel cozy in it, and I will get there again. Heck that isn't even my final goal.
It is only 60lbs away...did I really say it is ONLY 60lbs away????
Little steps...
20lbs to where I was when I fell off the wagon last time.
26lbs to first milestone
15lbs to where I was when I met Greg and where I felt the coziest in my body. We will address the rest of the goals at that time, which should be before I turn 90 right????
Sorry, for some reason I feel daunted in this today.