Uphill we go

Now that I am finally settling into my new position I wanted to get back on track and poof it's that TOM. What the heck? I really have to focus or I am going to just end up where I was before. I haven't really gained though I am stuck right where I was. (poor fishy)
I have to go get ready for work but just wanted to touch base with my blog and let you all know I am trying. Fighting my hormones like there is no tomorrow. I know once I get back on track it will be easy to stay there but I just can't seem to get the momentum I need. (The person who usually helps me with this hasn't blogged since last month so.... Not to name names but her maiden name was the same as mine, and she has a blog I follow....)
Talk atcha later gotta go shower.

September flies

Not really sure when it started happening but for some reason September always seems to go by so very quickly. It seems like it just began and poof it is 9/15. I haven't been blogging very well and I haven't been being the best I can at my new way of eating. I have to get back on track but seem to be having the hardest time doing it with my new job. I shouldn't but for some reason it seems I am. I will get back on track though. So far today I have had a peach and some coffee. (I plan on having a lot more coffee too.)
For lunch I have American Chop Suey which isn't the most calorie conscious but shouldn't be too bad. Then dinner will be ground turkey tacos, with fat free cheddar cheese. (all in all not a horrible day.)
I have to go get ready now. Gotta leave early today and get gas on the way in.

Okay so I guess being sick has it's benefits

I lost a pound and so I guess I shouldn't complain too much about feeling like this. My mother-in-law was trying to convince Greg that I had the H1N1, (because the sky is always falling) and yet I am feeling soooo much better after just 4 days that I find it highly unlikely. Also my temperature was never more than 2 degrees above normal so... there you go.
I did lose a pound though because I didn't have the energy or desire to fix myself food while Greg was at work so fasted during the day, not the best way to go about it but hey I will take the loss either way.
I am still not quite 100% and the computer chair hurts my back so I have to keep this short but just wanted everyone to know I am still kicking.

Okay so apparently .2 isn't enough to move the fish

That is what I lost this week but hey a loss is better than what has been going on with my weight loss. I gained 4 of the pounds I had lost back and now I am back to only 1.8 of them to go until I have re-reached my first goal of 50lbs. Then I am on to the next goal.
It's weird because people still think I am losing and keep commenting on how "little" I am getting. I guess it takes having been 325lbs for 272lbs to look "little" to people. I don't know but I am working at it and this week is all about being on track. There will be no "cheat" days for a while. That is my goal. I hope I can do it. I know I have in the past; it is just hard when you are so tired when you get up to make sure you only use this much creamer in your coffee...etc.
I will do it though because this is important and I am worth it. Besides I have to inspire DH to keep up the work on his health and if I let mine slip what does that say?!
Blog atcha later~

LOVE IT!!!!

My new job rocks!
I get to work with diferent people everyday my boss is wonderful, and appreciates me (what the hell is that about?) and I work my butt off. There is always something to do. I am constantly on the move and I love it. It feels good to have tasks to get done, see them through to completion and move on to the next task. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers on this, and most of all Thank you lord.
~mary